"friends"

This will be the mother of all blogs I think hahaha but the last 3 days i've spent int he hospital I was having CRAZY pain in my lower abdomen and I had no idea what the heck was going on. I went to the ER where they discovered i have a few cysts on each of my ovaries that were causing all this pain. I was there for 10 hours the first time and NOBODY could help with Cecilia so she had to endure the hospital as well. I came home and the next morning i was in even more pain i went back to find out that one of my cysts had ruptured. While all this is going on I was so sad and I couldn't relax because Cecilia kept screaming and crying and there was nothing we could do because nobody was willing to help. Now I am waiting to hear from a specialist on if I will need to go ahead and get a surgery for this my mother got a hysterectomy from this and my grandmother ovary burst from this! This is a lot to discover in one week the fact i might never be able to have another baby was kind of hard to grasp. When I go I will find out if I can have a baby before any surgery is done! Through this whole experience I have learned that the people claiming to be friends were not friends at all. If any of my friends needed me for something like this especially i would have been RIGHT THERE with them every step of the way. I have been praying and praying for what I should do about this and I think the answer is to just move on make new friends. I just keep trying to hold my head high Kyles family will be here soon and hopefully that will make things easier after that I am just going to work on my family and getting things ready to try for another munchkin. If all is well I want to start trying in August. All in all it's been a very stressful time BUT I have learned a lot from this experience.

time to stop being such a bast!

    I have not posted in a while as my friend katie pointed out to me so here it goes. haha Cecilia is now 1. She had her check up they gave her lots of shots and even drew her blood it was SOOOO sad . She weighs 21 lbs and is 31 inches long big girl!
 The weather here in florida has been AMAZING I spent most the lay laying outside on the swing getting some sun. I know I say that I am trying to lose weight a lot BUT I have lost 10lbs and i'm shooting for another 10 more before Kyle's parent get here april 10th. I am not givin in this time Kyle and I want to have another baby and i'm not going to be fat and then get prego again no way man.
 This weekend Kyle and I are not doing anything I purposely did not clean all week so that I would have to clean all weekend because we normally go out to eat on the weekends and I don't want to feel tempted not this early in my progress at least!
 Not really anything else going on I started makin Kyle take vitamins haha. He hates them but he is being nice about it at least! t Tonight I need to look up some healthy recipes to cook for the family this week. I have ladies night the 19th and I am pretty happy about that because i'm actually going to eat whatever I want for dinner! We are going to Olive Garden I have been craving the calamari! Anyway I'll take some pictures tomorrow of the wee one and post them later gators.

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                I can't believe my little girl is turning a year old this weekend! this whole week I have been dedicating all the time in the day to get this house all cleaned and set up so she can have a great day! Kyle has been helping a ton thank goodness. Cecilia was VERY sick this week she had strep and a rash that was literally blisters on her skin she has never even had diaper rash so this was soo scary for me! As soon as she started to get better I went down hill I got very sick and then I hurt my back really back and I couldn't even walk without crying.
  Kyle and I started a new pretty awesome routine, We both sit down and pick out dinners we want to cook then we go shopping together and then we both prepare our meals. Like today was a dish Kyle picked so he made it and then I did the dishes, Tomorrow I cook and then Kyle does the dishes it works out so freaking NICE! Tonight kyle made these bacon cheeseburger wraps haha it was basically a cheesburger cooked into a biscuit it was pretty good Cecilia LOVED them. After dinner cecilia and I took a bath I love having a big tub haha Kyle was so nice he turned the lights off and lit us candles around the tub. Little one had fun She never wants to get out of the water haha. Anyway I can't believe it's already 10 i'm exhausted so i'm going to go to sleeep.

Oh time is flying!

Today was day one of round two of my diet. I'm suppose to be eating lots and I just can't bring myself to do it lol. this morning I woke up at 7 am got all ready and waited for the princess to wake up. Once she did I hopped onto the Wii fit for 30 minutes she loved it. I think she was pretty entertained by my no skills haha. Then we just kinda hung out a while cleaned a few things then waited for Kyle to wake up. Cecilia fought her nap a little bit today but other than that she was okay. She is much happier now that she crawls all over. I was going to hop onto the elliptical but I was just to tired I did a lot of cleaning got the kitchen and dining room done and the master bedroom! and the laundry room lots of work! Whenever I first start taking these drops they make me sleepy but I went and got high potency B12 so I think it will help. I know I keep saying I will take pictures lol and I will I'm kinda waiting until I get the whole house all pretty so I can be happy to take them haha. I'm just glad half the house is done I plan to have EVERYTHING done by Friday so Kyle and I can enjoy his birthday aw 23 years old My little Kylie is growing up so fast haha. For now it's reading time and sleeeep!

Finally a little less busy!

We finally MOVED and I love my new house so much. I am still putting it all together Since i'm flying solo it's semi hard to do with a kiddo who just started crawling!!!! She never even tried at the old house and 2 days here BAM she is on her way. She is pulling herself up onto EVERYTHING. Cecilia is so much happier and she follows me everywhere now it's so cute! The  only rooms I got done in my house so far are the bathrooms some were done before but quikly ruined by the husband! We built our new bedroom set it looks lovely I just need some new pictures for in there. Tomorrow i'm busting out the kitchen dining area also the laundry room! Oh Kyle bought me an elliptical and ab lounge for V day i know what your thinking but that's what I wanted and I wanted it now! because i'm really trying to get in shape so I can have baby numero dos! haha which I have decided won't be for a long time I was going to start trying with Kyle in August but I really think I just want to wait a while and get to know Cecilia so maybe when she is 5. JK hahaha but really I don't want another baby for a long time until we are totally financially stable. I have pics but i don't know where my camera is but I will post them when I find it. I'm starting another round of the hcg diet tomorrow I did one roudn and I have kept 10 lbs off still so i'm shooting for even more this time! Right now I think i'm headin to the bedroom to read my book which I am currently reading She's come undone by Wally Lamb. It's pretty good and random so far so we will see. next book is Club dead haha gotta love the trueblood series. So tata for now.

I'm sorry to say...

Tomorrow I have to shut off my internet and cable SO SAD. The company we have now does not give services where we are moving. So I will be out of the loop until the 1st :(. Today I took Cecilia out for a little shopping and then we went out all together to dinner! Then we came home put the baby to bed and watched some true blood. I can't believe we are moving so soon I can't wait to be in a house with carpet again! On a side note.. I've spotted 2 spiders on my couch in the course of a 3 hours period and they were int he same spot on the couch. I'm TERRRFIED I'm not sitting on there thing until the husband investigates that shiz. I saw Melissa today which seemed like it had been forever. I also saw Erica to. Today was pretty swell if I must say :) I feel like my life is getting in order again. See ya'll in a week!

bring on the rain

It has been pouring pretty much all day but I find it so relaxing! Kyle got off work lattttteeeee today but we went and filed our taxes anyway. We are getting a lot more back than we expected so we are getting ourselves out of debt! which is super nice we will be able to take spur of the moment trips and just have so much fun living it up in Florida! The hardest task of the day was keeping dear Cecilia asleep so daddy could sleep. Kyle has to workt he weekend we are expected to move which is LAME so I had to bite the bullet and hire someone to clean the inside and outside of the house but at least i scored a deal! now I don't have to worry about anything. I can't wait to get into our new house it's soo dreamy haha. I'm sad to inform you guys tomorrow is the last day we will have the internet for a couple weeks because our stupid cable company does not offer it's services where we are moving. I did some scrapping today and was a little sad that Cecilias book just needs 3 more pages and it's done. But at least I have a few pages I need to get done for the family book. I'm also making a book for kyles mom the whole year I'll just make the pages the same as the ones I do in my book I will send it to her at the end of the year. I only have one more book in my house I need to read soo I think I need to go buy some more books I love to read it relaxes me. Nothing really on tomorrow agenda except I need to get some painting done. I will be sure to get some pictures of that adventure haha Anyway i'm pooped so later gators!

     Here is a couple pictures we took while playing in the computer room while I figured out bills. I tried my best to keep her silent so dad could sleep but I don't think I did to great of a job haha.